The Wedding

i shot a wedding with dad.

i edited photos for hours.

i got $125 - shudda been more.

at what point are people no longer lonely? does loneliness ever truly go away, or is it hiding? does the presence of someone else make you forget so entirely about yourself that you can become stalled in your state of incompleteness simply because you have someone else to study? why do i feel so all alone when i know He's always there. who am i to say that there is no one to talk to, when all He wants me to do is talk to Him? will You forgive me, Lord?

I LOVE YOU, JESUS! i don't care about being labeled, "Jesus freak," or other such foolishness! You made me whole! i am proud to call you my friend, my lord, and my God!